Day 7–8

For several days now, we have no clear understanding of what is happening. Bombings continue, and many people are moving from Tehran to other cities in order to protect their lives and their families. The situation feels uncertain and unstable. Although the enemy side appears weaker than before, the reality of war still brings stress and anxiety.

Most days, I try to maintain a routine to keep my mind stable. I spend time reading German and reading books about different topics—simply reading anything that helps me stay focused. I also try to learn new things in Python again. Continuing to learn, even during difficult circumstances, gives me a sense of purpose.

These days remind me how strong the desire to live truly is. Despite the war, uncertainty, and blocked internet, we still feel a deep urge to continue living and moving forward. No one knows what tomorrow will bring or what new challenges we may face.

My friends — Y, M, A, and many other close friends (around 15–20 people, whose names I cannot mention because we are not fully free yet) — check in with each other every day. A simple “hi” message has become proof that we are still alive. These small messages mean a lot.

I truly love my friends, and all of us are trying to protect our lives and support each other.

We are now around day 8–9, and most internet access has been banned or blocked by the enemy side. Communication is difficult, information is uncertain, and no one truly knows what will happen next or what struggles we may face.

I use my blog to record these days—to document what I have experienced and what we are going through.
It is also my way to show respect to all people who are trying to survive, protect life, and continue resisting under such difficult conditions.